I didn't even realize this was still up. I suppose I'll post in here when I get a chance-parse as it will be.

Hmm.

Job? Check.

Money? Every two weeks.

Social life? Nil.

College? Nothing yet, the education here in minimal at best.

Apartment? Still loving with mother, but will be moving up to Pennsylvania in the spring/summer of '06. Also, perhaps education there.

Anything else? I'm so very sick of being overweight. I'm not physically sick, though I've no doubt that I was at one point because of the extra pounds. It's difficult, you see, to go through your life thinking that you have to change for other people, coming up with social or survival reasons for it- when the truth is, you don't need an excuse; you need to do it for yourself. Why this has taken so long for me to comprehend, I've no idea, but at least it's here now. I want to lose weight not for better prospects of men(which is laughable), nor for being able to get a job, not even for getting people to stop taunting me- that's all inconsequential. I want to lose weight for myself, and not for anyone else. I just need to start *doing* something.

I need something important to post, really. Or at least, interesting.